i cant take it...

HAIx sEriously i cant take it!!!....i wannA Scream....!...i CAnt STAnd THe PAin...HAix

u KNow What? she called me today....

every words she speaks makes my heart breaks oFf piece by piece....IF only i CAre more about her....haix...

I cant sleep.... -_-"

i Cant SlEep For the pass Few Days....Went Drinking LAst nitez....Alone...

HAix...After All tHAt hAs hAppen...who cares?

dunch think i'll be going sch...today...

Seminar for Potential Top Students

Been Selected for that seminar...lOlx...tHeres Students From All 5 CampUs....(central) attending...sianx...

it All StARted at 2.30pm Zzz...Wiated outsidethe auditorium...

LOl LISten to all the crap THEn the presention of awards...Lol...HAve tO gO OUt BEcox Got The LAme Award What (cert of appreciation)...JUSt BEcox i help them promote ITE...in secondary sch...tHIS iS lAme...have to go up stage... -_-"

Anyway who cares?! after all those thing that she did to me....nothing matters now...no mood for anything...

actually...im ACting strong Alll the time..but behide closed doors...who knows... =(

anyway just heard from a fren tHAt she Seemz totally unaffected by what happen...Of cox larx... haix...

october 30 u know what? is the day not onli my brithday but...the day that we met 100DAYs...does it matters to you now?! i dunch think so...

This is lame

Why...

omg...im Really in a depress mood rite noW ...i JUSt CAnt belIve what HAppEn... izzit my fault Or UR LIying to me ALL the Time?

u did say u like me....and now...omg... ARg! Girlz Are hArd to Trust...SHe MAke me So ConviCe thAt hEr FeeLing was tRue!...

"Edwin wrote:> When Did i make her cry Omg.....SIAn tODay i > MSg Her She din reply...hmMm think She's tired > ba...She goT Choir haiz.. "

"manda>: u did.. when she told u sumthin u dun blieve.. erm.. she say u didnt sms her le.. dunno how long didnt call her liao.. ya.. den she was like.. u all didnt talk for quite a while le.."


i neglected HEr BEcox She Say She WannTEd to stuDy...and i Really tot She was into the mOOd to StuDy Cox she almost every time i ask her she say bUsy Stuiding....

hAix...noW say what also no use le...

She realli make me very dissapointed OMg...hoW chould she...

Untitled - Simple Plan

I open my eyes I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light

I can't remember how I can't remember why I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain And I can't make it go away No I can't stand the pain

Chorus: How could this happen to me I've made my mistakes Got nowhere to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge I'm hanging by a thread I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered And I can't explain what happened And I can't erase the things that I've done

No I can't How could this happen to me

I've made my mistakes Got nowhere to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me

I've made my mistakes Got nowhere to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me....

Bless!

tODay When i Woke up My EyeZ was RED!!! omg just like a vAmpire~arg not to mention i got the "vampire teeth"....OK....NOw EvEry bODy know...-_-" your date with te vampire....muahaha okok kinda lAme cox im watching the sunday 11pm Show...yappx

oh yAr my mum Saw my eyes So Red yet im wearing contacts she wanted Me to MAke a New PAir of glAsses...dun wan her to waste moNey...cox i DONATED $400 to the sea liaox 2 pairs of glasses! in the end she give me $200....omg she is so gOOd to me! im so BLess With my Family~

yAp tHEn When to Help my grAndma With ur ROjAk stAll! my mum giVe me $60....omg tatz...alot lor kinda gulity....HAix...

lOt of Ppl bUrn my thumb oUCh!....tHe ate Kuey ...errr dun know what larx...but nice!

11pm lo....went home ....take taxi...Zzzz

im in love with Dungeon Siege 2!!!

omg thIS gAme is so Freakin Actictive!!! omg cant stop PLAy omG...i got pRojEcts!!! goNNa Fail my FINal yEAr....CANOT MUS CONTROL....yAppx...hope so if i can...

Anyway jUSt to Intro tHIS gAme...hMmm...hEArd oF Diablo2? tHis is FAr mORe Fun tHEn diablo2 Cox oF the WORLD OF WARCRAFT 3D grahics and realistic game play...

tHE the 4 RAce For u To ChoSse...and For Class...U can LEARn And BulT ur CharectEr Diffrently from a Race...

MAge: Lighthing Spec mage OR Fire Mage....And Death mage! Fun?

BAsically i jUSt wan u all to See tHE web And plAy!!! buy original One...TO plAy BAttlenet! a MUSt BUY /play game for all DIABLO2 Fanz....

go to http://www.gaspowered.com/ds2/

Azmi birthday chalet!

LOl...hAppy biRthday to azmi ba...18....i still 17....-_-"
HIax sian...anyway went there on the 1st day...bought my laptop along...heex

THe 1st NIte Was For tHE boYZ onli!@!! went to many places at niTe....lOlx...At niTEz wE mAke Azmi DrinK 40% voka! whole face red red =)

mORnIng we Went SwimmIng !!! wahaha errr actually sun tanning yApx...tHEn Went back and Sun tAn At thE BBQ tAblE!!!!!!! kinda mad lOlx....

At niTez....its when tHE fun CAme in...wahaha mANy ppl LOrx....GiRlz Finally...LOlx its only the 2nd nite the girls came in yAPpx orhx we will sian si lIAox...

seriously w/o the girls kinda sian RITe? errr...think so ba...anyway iTs fUn...yAp 11+plus went homE zzzz